miércoles, 2 de marzo de 2016

Paris Day 01 / 04 Landing in Paris


They finally set foot into the airport, Mark felt a rush of excitement crossing his body and the anxiety of being there in Europe at last; behind him Mireya walked confidently staring at the way while her brother was walking at looking at everything “like he never had been on an airport before” Mireya thought, but Mark kept walking, watching closely and taking mental pictures of the airport and people, and also daydreaming about the whole trip, but daydreaming simply was keeping it short because he was living his dreams now.

This had to be what having your dreams come true had to feel like, and he was liking it, the feeling of starting a new trip was all over him, it wasn’t only the promise of living the trip he had dreamed for so long, it also was the fact of getting there, to that finally realized dream that he had, it was a nice feeling, he looked out through a window and watched the grey sky above the city.

Paris. They had finally arrived to the city of light, the city that was inspiration to so many poets, the place that inspired romance with the sole look at its marvelous buildings, and now they were there in the most classical romance destination on the globe.

They both kept walking through the airport surrounded by some people that were on the same flight and headed to the baggage claim bands, they were there for a few minutes then finally he got her bag and pulled it out of the band, after looking that her stuff was out she moved towards her big pink bag and pulled to her as she took a few steps back.

A few moments later Mark spotted his blue bag arriving at the band, when it got close enough he pulled it out and went to meet his sister at the customs line.

“Finally” she said looking at him.

“Yeah” he muttered “took some time for it to arrive, but everything’s here now” He looked up and his eyes soared through the line they had to wait on “Ugh! So many people I hate such crowded spaces especially waiting on long lines.”

“I know, but hey at least the view here is way better than the waiting lines back at home.”

“If you say …” He turned around taking a quick look at the people that surrounded him “… so …”

A group of people walked through them and both just stared at the runway-model-like figures topped with magazine-cover-like faces all wrapped in beautiful color mixed clothes with incredibly tailored fabrics. Their eyes stared as they walked down the aisle with a step and pose more worthy of a runway than an airport.

“Whoa” Mark managed to say.

“I know” Mireya added, she sighed and smiled up “Well, welcome to Paris”

“This is so not home anymore” he said and laughed. Then they moved up the line to go through the passport check, Mark looked at the people coming in singles or by the pair and soon their turn came up, he turned to Mireya and said “Come on, it’s our turn”

“… Our turn? It’s a one by one check so it’s your turn now hurry up, don’t keep them waiting” Mireya replied waving her hand in front of him so he’ll move on.

“Fine” Mark grabbed his stuff and walked to the customs guy thinking that she just didn’t want him by her side “Whatever…” he thought and handed his passport to the officer, and as the officer checked the passport, he checked the officer, looking at his golden-tanned skin, his light blue eyes and dark blonde hair trapped into a square face with raw features, his neck seemed strong, under his impeccable shirt a broad chest was hidden “Not half bad …”

“Thank you” said the officer handing back Mark’s passport, his voice was low and raspy, Mark nodded trying to keep his mouth shut so he wouldn’t droll at that sculpture of a man, so he grabbed his passport and walked away thinking “Even his voice is sexy … I wonder what’s their recipe to sexiness here in Europe” he turned and looked at Mireya walking towards the ward, her forehead was up and her eyes were haughty, she handed over her passport and gave a quick look at Mark, her eyes turned back to the officer, a catlike feeling expressed on her face.

Then the officer’s hand motioned with two fingers instructing her to come closer, her gaze turned from catching snotty to a frightful look with a hint of panic and slowly she looked up to meet her brother’s eyes, still a scared she moved forward to the crystal, pushing her legs hard to the floor as she felt the nervous shake going up her spine and freezing the tip of her fingers “What the hell could be wrong? What would I do?” were her thoughts as she motioned towards the crystal, the officer leaned forward, her eyes went nervously from the each time closer guard to her brother behind the customs booth and she felt her heart beating so hard that it muted the outside noise, she finally arrived at with the officer and the man said something to her, in that moment her shoulders fell back into their place and so did her eyebrows that had been up with concern, her eyes turned from the fright to relief as she picked her passport and walked up to her brother who was waiting for her at the other end.

“What happened?” Mark asked as at his just frightened and now smiling sister.

“Well, to be honest I got a little bit intrigued, thought I was gonna have some troubles” she left out a quick giggle “But he just called me and said –Happee Beerthday-” she sighed and left a still a little nervous giggle as they both were walking towards the exit “God! He’s so handsome and sexy … aaand he noticed my birthday!” a soft exhale left her lungs and they replied “This is gonna be the best trip ever! … Don’t you think?”

“Mm hmm” Mark answered but he thought “Darn luck!” seemed the spotlight had picked the main performer of the show.

They went out the gate and looked for the guy from the tour company, as usual they had to look for a guy in the crowd of guys just looking the same holding their companies name just to find out that the company’s name was, for a letter or two, spelled differently, once they finally reached the guy that was supposed to take them all to the hotel, they had to wait for the rest of the people to come out with their bags.

The group gathered was of 6 people, Mark and Mireya, both from Mexico, a newlywed couple from Chile and 2 friends from Argentina, they got inside the minivan and the driver put their baggage in the trunk in order so they would be picked up easily when they left.

Once they were all in the car they left the airport parking and a gray rainy sky appeared before them covering with raindrop the front glass of the vehicle. Mark turned to look at Mireya “And your journey begins …” he thought as he watched the rain cover the glass on his side, the van had the A.C. on however Paris didn’t welcomed them with a hot weather even though it was summer outside it was fresh and the wind moved the trees slightly.

They were in the city, however against what peoples and novels pictured; the Paris they watched wasn’t exactly XVI century classy styled, it was a very urban look, big stores with large parking lots, suburbs and some graffiti now and then on the back of some unlucky buildings.

About twenty five minutes the car took them through that quite familiar gang-like scenario and then it turned on a corner to arrive to the hotel.

The driver grabbed the pad that had the list of people on the van and asked “Mark and Mireya? You guys are in this hotel.”

“Just us?” Mark asked grabbing his backpack.

“Yeah, the rest are going to another hotel” The driver replied opening the trunk “Which ones are your bags?”

“Those two” Mireya answered pointing at the two large bags.

“Those two?” the driver replied taking the two bags out “That’s it?”

“Mm hmm” nodded Mireya taking her bag and walking up to the hotel entrance.

“Thanks” Mark said grabbing his baggage and catching up to his sister just in time to walk together into the hotel.

miércoles, 24 de febrero de 2016

Mexico Day 00 / 03 Boarding Gate


Mark started to get curious because the time to board was a few minutes ago and yet the room remained empty, he got up and walked out to the information screens of the flights, before he arrived he turned back just to see his sister playing a game away from the world, he got to the screen and started looking for his flight and destination hoping to see the Delayed sign on red but the words he saw spelled BOARDING, he couldn´t believe it, there had to be something wrong. There just HAD to be, that wasn´t possible, then before his eyes the answer popped out, there was something wrong. The Gate, the boarding gate was Gate 75 not 54, they had changed the gate and they had no idea, he hurried to tell his sister who seemed unaware of the situation and was playing still, he arrived to her while stuffing his iPod into his bag pack, pulled her ear buds cord and they popped out.

-          Hey what the ... – Mireya had started to complain.

-          We´re in the wrong gate!- he said while picking the rest of his stuff

-          What?!

-          We have to move NOW or we will be late and might miss the flight!

-          You have to be kidding me!

-          No I’m not, thank god I went to check, seems we still have time to arrive, I guess, I hope

-          You guess? Walk faster! – Mireya shouted as she started walking faster through the aisle – Run if you have to.

-          Hun, I don´t run, you should know that by now.

-          I don´t ca...- Mireya´s response was interrupted by the electronic voice of a female announcing something on the speakers.

-          The Flight AMX448547 To Paris is about to leave, to the passengers Martha Bue...- the voice kept speaking

-          Which one´s our flight?! – Mireya shouted a little nervous

-          It´s ... let me check – Mark said as they turned right into another aisle and started pulling out the tickets.

-          ...rez, Mireya Glen and Mark Glen should report into gate 75 now or you will lose the plane – the electronic voice finished on the speakers.

Mireya and Mark turned to see each other tickets in hand, no need to check them, it was their flight, and it was leaving now and they still had to cross the whole aisle, they turned around and saw the number 61 on one ending, they were some gates that they had to cross and time was up, they walked faster, then they started sliding through the crowd of tourists and travellers that were at the airport, then they were running at full speed through the gates as they saw gate 63, then the gate 65 materialized just to disappear after a few seconds, Mark stumbled with the luggage of someone and almost tripped, Mireya looked back quickly the lack of breath made her feel dizzy on such a quick turn, she looked quickly at her brother placing a foot firmly down on the floor and keeping up with the speed, she turned quickly in despair and saw the big numbers of gate 67 pass before her eye. Mark got next to her and they looked at each other, they had to make it, all the money to pay their tour and to lose it because of running out late, time wasn´t gonna be an excuse to lose the flight, they passed through a book store sliding through the people who were gathering to buy something for their trip, a magazine post, a beverages store, running at their speed limit to get to their goal and get into the plane, there was no time to loose and gates 71 and 73 appeared in front of them. People was starting to like up on gate 73, the loud crowd wasn´t helping to calm the situation, plus it wasn´t a situation to remain calmed, Mark could feel his heartbeat on his throat while Mireya looked furious at the people lining up and sticking together, a push, a sorry and excuse me, were threw carelessly as they got to go through the human wave that was created in the middle of their way, finally they got out of it and at a distance they spotted gate 75.

The path to get to gate 75 had almost no person along and though it was a short way to walk, it seemed eternal; at the other side of the path was a girl of the boarding crew holding a couple of papers and she turned slowly her back to look at the two brothers running breathlessly towards her.

-          Mireya ...- Mark said taking a loud and deep breath- … and … Mark Glen – he finally said while almost reaching the lady in the airline´s uniform.

-          Oh! Good! – she said back to them – you guys almost didn´t made it, but you are here now. Please, through the aisle down you will find the entrance to the plane, enjoy your flight.

Mireya and Mark smiled at the lady their feet numb, their eyes filled with fright and relieve at the same time their hearts beating so hard that Mireya thought her was going to pop out of her chest and moved towards the aircraft.

-          Enjoy our flight? At least we will get on the flight! – Mireya snorted

-          Hey, we did it – he smiled at her

-          Yeah we did – they both giggled still half nervous and half relieved – I hope nothing like this ever happens to us on the tour, because I’ve heard that someone missing is someone gone.

-          Yeah, I’ve heard that too, too many movies I guess hehe, don´t worry we´ll keep up on time, we´ll have a group so things will be easier, I suppose, at least we won’t be the late ones all the time. – she stared at him – I mean there HAS to be someone that gets up late now and then too haha

-          Not funny, just try to be on time okay?

-          Yeah, we will be on time, no more getting lost don´t worry- he smiled at her confident.


If only they knew, but they didn´t, they only hoped.

jueves, 18 de febrero de 2016

Mexico Day 00 / 02 Awaiting




They had been at Chili´s for 2 hours so-so now and the same view was starting to get boring so he paid the check and they headed for the gate in which the plane was leaving, Gate 54 was it, they walked a bit until they found it there they left their bags and took a place in the chairs one in front of the other waiting for the crew to arrive and start letting people into the plane. He was about to ask her if she was excited with the trip when she took out her iPod and got her ear buds on. Yup that was gonna block some communication between them during the trip, but he had to face the fact that young people lived through the technology, young people? My gosh! He was starting to think like an old man! That he had change ASAP.

-          So, you excited ´bout our trip? – He asked thinking they might chat before taking the plane.

-          Mhmm- was her short reply, clear message to him “ok no chat”.

So he thought he could use the time he got left to do something of more profit like changing some dollars for euros that he would need when he arrived to Paris, so he got up and turned back to search a place where he could change the currencies.

-          Where are you going? – Mireya was staring up at him holding one ear bud on her hand.

-          I´m gonna change some dollars, we´ll need euros when we arrive to Paris.

-          Oh! Great, I´ll come with you then – she said stuffing her things into her purse – I too wanna get some euros – she added taking out her wallet and waving it at him as she walked up to him.

Then they both started walking up through the airport looking for the place to exchange currency but after a few minutes it seemed that there was none, no exchange places inside the airport? That seemed weird. They kept on walking until they found one and as a great lucky strike it was closed. So it seemed they weren´t getting euros not in that airport.

-          Well perhaps in Paris, I mean they HAVE to have currency exchange places there right? – Mireya said

-          Yeah, they should – Mark was a bit sad because he wanted to travel prepared just in case but there wasn´t much he could do now so he´ll have to wait until they arrived in Paris – Anyway we should go to the Gate, don´t wanna catch up a big line of people do we? Hehe

-          Yeah, we should go now.


As they walked back to their seats Mark stopped at a coffee shop and got a pair of cookies, a bottle of water and a large coffee then they walked back to their seats where they put their ear buds on, Mireya looked at the time on her watch, then looked around to the empty room and rolled her eyes, not a single human around besides her brother. Typical – she thought - they´re late- and she pressed play to start listening to her music watching at her brother do the same, then she started playing one of the games that her iPod had.

miércoles, 10 de febrero de 2016

Mexico Day 00 / 01 Before The Flight



The ice were clashing against each other while rolling around within the glass getting the beverage colder, another spin with the straw got the drink to circle around and the ice to mingle against each other making a light and soft sound when they touched the glass and the bubbles rose from the base, it was very calming just staring at the drink and listening to the sounds it made.
- Hang on, I´m going to the bathroom- he lifted his eyes just to see her walk away and thought that this trip was gonna be a nice experience for both of them, traveling without their parents was gonna help to make the bond with his sister a bit stronger, plus they always seemed to have better times when their parents weren't around, somehow when their parent were close they always ended up fighting, but now their parents were gonna be away, a few thousand miles away.
They had made a great time of flying from Tijuana to Mexico City and now there were about to have dinner at the Chili´s that was close to the boarding gate, they had time to spare, he knew the airport really well and was sure that they will get everything in time to keep on with their schedule, he watched her walk back to the table and when he got closer her eyes blinked with a spark of repoval and her nose got a bit crinkled.

-          So nothing yet, huh? - She said a bit upset.

-          Nope, noth´n.

-          Gosh, not even the appetizers?

-          I guess they´ll bring ´em all together, you know, like, the whole order.

-          I hate it when they do that.

Just as she finished those words the waiter came along leaving a set of appetizers on the table, they stared at each other, he was wondering if the waiter had listened and staring at her, feeling her dark deep eyes on him, yeah she was a bit hungry. They giggled softly and as he went on for a stick of celery her first option was a buffalo wing, she rarely used the dips but he always tried to make a better mix using dressings and this time wasn´t the exception as he went on for the blue cheese with the celery.

-          So, you excited? – She asked having another buffalo wing.

-          Kinda – he said keeping his cool

She stared at him, her eyes diving into his. He stared back holding the half celery in his mouth and trying not to smile.

-          Yeah right! – She snorted – It´s been your dream since forever to travel to Europe and you´re KINDA excited? Mhmm I’m gonna believe that.

-          Haha – he added after finishing the celery – Okay okay! I´m excited, like really excited it´s like a drea... no, IT IS a dream come true, visiting all those places that i´ve read about in books, that I've seen in movies- he paused to let out a sigh, it really was a dream come true – I´m really happy i get to do this – he finished looking into her brown eyes.

-          Yeah! You´re happy alright, cuz you´re traveling with me! Who wouldn´t?!

-          Oh yeah! Carrying my baby sister through Europe sound delightful – he laughed

-          Oh! – she said putting her hand on his then added – Don´t worry Hun I’ll take good care of you.- and she started laughing
-          As I will –he added keeping up the laugh.

-          So what the hell is this? - She said holding up a wrap.

-          Ugh – he rolled his eyes, how come she always has to ask him stuff? Didn´t she knew anything? - It´s a ... um... a ... something wrapped in tortilla? I guess- Yeah, he didn´t knew either- but it´s eatable or it wouldn´t be on the appetizer set!

-          Well... - she took a bite on it and tasted it- ... it ain´t that bad

He was about to take one when the waiter materialized by the table holding their orders, she left them in front of each one and left.
They craved into their meals, giggles passed on and half burger done they spoke again, this time he was the one who started, picked some fries and asked her:

-          So you feeling like, sad, that you broke up with your boyfriend? – and he started numbing on the fries.

-          Not really – she picked fries of her own and did the same.

-          No?! – he was all for love and relationships, so ending one was a big event, at least for him, even though he never had one officially.

-          Well, he was really boring – she laughed lightly – I mean he was nice and cute, and well I met him at the volleyball practice so he had a nice body, but I don´t know, he wasn´t like such a thrill to be with.

-          Hmm – he replied, wondering why he met people lately that seemed to find relationships so easy-going.

-          Plus there´s this other guy.

-          Oh?

-          Mhmm, he´s like weird, I mean he has like cute-ish face but there´s something in him, something that says “I’m a bad boy” that I don´t know.

-          That one seems more fun?

-          Hahaha, totally – she took a sip of her coke – So speaking of the loved and the dull, what´s going on with you? I mean you are already 21! Being single it´s not such an amused state, when are you getting someone of your own, I bet there are some guys after you alright!

-          Well there´s this guy I’ve been hanging out with but just like friend hangin out nothing like couple or anything.

-          Mhmm, sure just a friend ... soon to be boyfriend?

-          No haha he´s cute and all but it´s just like a friend, period. Plus I don´t like ´em like that, tall guys have preference haha, and you know that to get taller than us takes someone alright! Haha

-          Haha that you will find to the land we are heading, trust me, tall people were made there haha.

Their meal was gone and the only remaining thing on were their refilled drinks, he placed his hands under his chin and stared at her, she was beautiful, she looked strong, determined and secure of herself, her hair fell all the way down to her shoulders matching the dark brown of her eyes. Yeah –he thought- she will be a heartbreaker alright. Then he rose his hand and the waiter came on to them, he asked for the brownie fudge desert, his sister always had loved cake and chocolate, let’s not talk about chocolate cake. He left out a little giggle.

-          What? – she said after seeing him giggle out of nowhere.

-          Nothing I just thought about buying a little treat.

-          Mhmm, whatever you say.

Few moments later the cake arrived and her eyes went fierce onto it but she hold herself like she didn't want any, how was she supposed to break the diet and strut around Europe at the same time? No, she shouldn't.

-          ´kay so this is to your b´day, I know it´s tomorrow but I’m not sure how much time we´re gonna have to celebrate it, after all seems that Paris is gonna be one tired day hehe

-          Awww that´s so sweet but you know, the diet and ...

-          Oh come on! It´s not like you´re gonna lose the hot body just because of a cake! – He stared at her – you´ve had worse.

-          Well, that´s true hehe – she picked up the spoon and pushed it down the cake- just a tiny bit then hehe.

She tried it and felt the creamy chocolate filling mix with the chocolate cake and her mouth started to melt at that small taste and before she knew the spoon was heading back to her with more.

-          Glad you liked it – he said with a smile- Happy Birthday Mireya, now legally you are an adult hehe now hand over that spoon! – He grabbed the spoon and took a slice of the cake, it really was good, not the best, but it was good.

-          You know it´s not my birthday until tomorrow, so legally noth´n.

-          Yeah I know I know but on your birthday you´ll be probably over the Atlantic so just in case.

-          Well we are heading to Paris, remember Marie-Antoinette?

-          What? You want me to slice your head off in public? – She gave him a bone-freezing-cold look meaning to say “it´s not funny”- Okay okay, I’ll try to get you a french cake in Paris for your birthday.

-          Yay he he and thanks Mark – she was happy, not that the cake really mattered but it was the whole experience that she wanted and it seemed that she would get it.

miércoles, 27 de enero de 2016

Tears From The Warrior

[After a few months of break the blue feather pen, fills itself with ink and starts writing once more]



All my life I was prepared to be as a warrior, let us not say trained, but prepared mentally and emotionally. Let me just say that it turns you into a very efficient person and also very strong to endure pressure as risk situations or emotional stress. Yes. Those prepared as warriors are armed to become independent and turn out as winners in every competition that they face. It all sounds rather beautiful, powerful and desirable at some point.


However, let us know that as strong and ruthless a warrior may be, no matter how many acts of cruelty he has to plan and execute, no matter how ice cold his mind has turned, in the end they are all humans. Façades of metal and ice with hawk eyes that would see deep into sin and death and not linger, their souls freezing from all the hardening they have been forced to commit into their own selves.

Strong, aggressive, competitive, unstoppable and ruthless the warriors go out to hunt winnings and they conquer them but these ice masters with metal skins and icicles in their eyes, they end up breaking up now and then. That becomes their doom, their curse and their downfall, as for they have been raised to endure not to bend, so they shall stand and endure the coldest winter and the fiercest storm holding on and abide through all that, because that is how they were raised and there is no second path for them.

But once of them walked away, he walked far from sight and went high up into the mountain, seeking refuge within the thick forest, where nobody could see him because he knew that he was about to break down.

Strong and proud he used to walk through the sidewalks of the town, people would cross his path but move away, some were afraid, some saw him as a strange being, and very few saw the warrior within him, but in the end he walked alone, for that had been his path since he was a small kid. Back then he wished he could be part of the rest and have fun, but that was not allowed, he had to become a winner, he had to succeed above everyone else. And eventually he did, he stood above them all. But the top is a single player position and he was alone up high.

Back then the warrior realized he was alone and it hurt, the cold of the lonely winter hit him hard and made him shiver while the warrior saw those he had surpassed, they were laughing, they seemed happy even if he went above them and he was now on top, but he was on top and alone. So he tried to change, he tried to relate with other people, but they already saw him as a weird one. Then the warrior took of his armor and once again tried to be a soft cheerful person, but he was rejected once more and the spear of humiliation pierced through his chest and it remained there while he looked at them walk away with bright smiles in their careless faces.

He then got up and put his armor back on, but the spear was there and it wouldn’t come out. So the warrior went back on his journey fighting to be successful and winning most of the time, all that just to realize he was back alone at the top and to feel the chill of loneliness, because when they raise you to become a fighter and endure as a winner, they don’t teach you how to live with the emptiness in the heart. So the warrior tried once and again and again to bound to people just to find several spears piercing his body and each time he got up his eyes turned colder and his soul became bitterer. But people didn’t noticed.

So when he retired out into the mountain he did so, because he needed to shed a tear, he was looking for a place to remove his armor, a place where no spears would be sent to him, a place where he could bend and admit he was a human, a lonely sacred place where he could remember what the emotions were. Joy and happiness seemed so far away, but sadness was always hidden deep, very deep inside and shedding those tears made him remember that he was a human and once again he wished he was like those careless people, happy and joyful. But he faced the facts once more, he was alone and there was no sanctuary, nobody had took him and let him cry, he was sensitive and fragile, but he was forced to appear the other way around because when he appeared as the fragile man he was laughed at and humiliated and hurt.


So there he was, crying because people wouldn’t allow him to feel the warmth of love and the magic of joy, but facing that in the end people would just keep rejecting him and pushing him away, so this little sanctuary in the middle of the woods was his safe place where he could become human again and feel his scared heart as it was left by all those who carelessly threw their spears at him. They might’ve thought that it was nothing, but it meant something but they didn’t really cared, he was alone and he needed to be fragile again yet he longed someone to hold him and say that everything would be alright, someone to say that he would be protected, but no, he looked and faced the reality that forged him since he was a child. He was alone.