A Little Light

Time has turned my shiny days into cloudy evenings, and there has been one test after another, now that my resources seem to be less and less as I keep trying to make things right, soon I open my eyes and realize I’m in the middle of a tornado and I stand there looking at my thoughts, dreams, goals and emotions circle around me looking them rise up and fall down with the speed of sound as they spin all over me, it’s a dance of life a dance that pushes me in and out of my mind, in and out of happiness, making me lean so close to despair just to throw the rope of hope so that I will hold on tight and stay there, all the obstacles, all the wrong turns, why is it so difficult to be happy?

Now I wonder, is the path I chose the right one? Will I make the world a better place? Will I find true love and happiness? The questions keep piling up in my mind and filling my heart with doubt and uncertainty letting the anxiety come and push it’s claws through my skin leaving me wounded as it laughs behind me, now I see the storm, yes I know in my mind that I can overcome this, that I can move on, it’s just that it’s my heart who has a rough time believing it, and it’s a voice deep in me that tells me that there’s nothing wrong with letting things happen, that I will never fail in life, because there’s a dream under my skin, a dream that carried me through the harder times, a dream that pushed me up into the higher mountains, that held me through the darkest valley and into the coldest forest, there’s a dream, a hope that I must achieve.

No, I will not fail, because it’s not everyone’s goals those that I must accomplish, it’s not everyone’s goals those that I must achieve and they won’t necessarily be the ones that bring happiness to me, there’s a dream inside of me, a dream that pushes me into moving on, a tiny shine that I can see when I’m down on my knees, now that life attacks without mercy, one blow after another, I’ve find my inner strength, my will to stand through this hard times, but it doesn’t seem enough because life should not be one proof after another, life is a journey to enjoy not a storm that we should hang on through looking at the sky far away wishing for a sign that it will end soon.

Life is about joy and love, there’s a dream in me, a dream that keeps pushing me on, a dream that makes me sure that no matter what, I will be ok, a light of hope through the dark storm, that showed me that my fear was to fail on achieving the goals of those I love, the sacrifice would be great, my life to see them happy as I got what they wanted me to, but is that really going to make them happy? Is that really going to make ME happy? No, there’s a dream I must fulfill there’s a life I want for me, not caring to be richer with my work, not caring about being the greatest, but just caring to do what I love, to be happy and to let my life take on its course, the course of dreams and happiness, the course I want to have.

There’s a dream inside of me, a dream that makes my heart glow and shows me a little light as I keep trying to stick through the cold storm and endure the unstoppable fall of the rain on my back, yes there’s a hope, because there’s a light in me, there’s a chance for me to become someone greater, a chance for me to be happy, a dream I should pursue and find myself happy with the life I want, because I will do anything to achieve it, and life might be hard on the road for me, but unlike the times that are before me, those  rough times I will overcome with strength and security instead of just holding on and wishing for life to end.

There’s a dream that pushes me on to live life, a dream that invites me to be happy, a dream that I want to get, a dream that I must achieve, for me, for my loved ones, because it’s not their goals that will bring happiness to me, yes it’s their care and love and support  which make my strength into holding my head high on the distant future, but it’s my dream the way I should be looking at, it’s my dream what I’ll fulfill it’s my goals that will set me free, and it’s my life the one I’ll be enjoying, because there’s a dream inside of me and that dream is a little light, that reminds me that even when the whole world seems cold and uncaring, there’s a place where I am loved, there’s a place where my dreams come true, that little light might not be strong enough to bring light to the whole scenario, but within it I can see my dream, I can see the reason why I keep holding on, that little light might be insignificant for someone if he compares it with the whole darkness that surrounds me, but that light will lead me to my brighter future.

It’s that light, my dreams, my hopes, my calling whose voice I now hear, who’s pointing the way I should follow, who’s giving me hope to keep on and endure the coldness of rain, because I have a dream to achieve, all my life it has been with me, and now the time has come for me to embrace it and accept that it is my own light, no matter the size of it, it might seem small but it will grow as I move closer to my own dreams and it will lead me into a shower of light and a place where I should be, a place where everything goes right, a place where fights are not for survival, where love is the first driver of the carriage and everything is better.

The storm will pass sooner or later, and I will still be there, with my head held high staring at my dream closer at me, the path I must follow has been showed, there’s a light inside of me, a little light that will shine with hope through the darkness of the storm and with the warmth that will surround me and protect me from the icy adversities, there’s a little light, in each of us, find yours and hold on to it, because life it’s just about the things we do and just about the dreams we want, happiness is a calling for all of us, walk out of the storm and follow that little light inside of you, be sure that it will turn into a flame that will show you the right way to go, because life is a journey that we should enjoy, and so now that is my personal advise, enjoy life, enjoy love, follow your dreams for only those will set the mark at the end of the rainbow, do not care about money or fame, if they shall come then they will come and they will not be a burden to carry but a prize for those moments.

Treasure love, follow your dream no matter what, find your better self and put that out to the people, life is good but we have the power to make it not great, but wonderful, life can be magical if we let it, yes pursuing your dreams might be a so-called waste of time, but it’s that waste of time that will be the first step for magic to start happening, let your dreams make your heart glow, let them give you a little spark in the dark of the storm and  you will find a moment to step out into the lands of happiness, it’s not just a silly dream, it’s in your hands to make it the wonderful truth in which you can live, so do it, enjoy life and go after your dreams, don’t worry how crazy they are, the paths will always open up for them to happen and for you to be happy. That’s the real purpose of our existence, and the real secret of life.