Hold On

It was all dark, so cold, so foggy, I could do anything in life, people said I had the potential and yet I just wanted to end it quickly, wanted to sleep and don’t wake up, and then you came along, and brought light to shine through my days, sparkles that would fill my nights and a hope to feel your warmth. 

We never met face to face, but very few people knew me so deeply like you do, you came into my life and love was a promise closer to my grasp, and joy filled my existence when I a small thought of you crossed through my mind, just like that a parade of hopes, dreams and happiness came towards me, I’m not really sure how it happened but I can tell you that I love you, so very much that I plan to cut the distance between us so much that our skins can touch and our lips can meet.

But suddenly this dark cloud has surrounded my dream of hope and the despair of not being close to you is consuming me, all I want to do is stay by your side and hold your hand through this rough moments, life may put a puzzle or two in our way but I want to have the chance to meet you and it seems raw and rough, yes, I must admit that it hurts, not the fact that you might be gone, no, it hurts the fact that you are all alone, that I can’t be with you, that right now you have to fight back to stay here and I am so far away, I want to be with you, holding your arm and walking along, giving you my strength and courage to face things up, because a brighter future awaits us that I’m sure of.

With this threat of ending all the dreams and hopes I just don’t think I want to keep going, not through the same path, my heart seemed to start beating when we met and now you might be taken away from my arms without even been there, it hurts so badly, the distant future without you seems so gray, so cold and I just don’t want to be there if you are not with me in the picture, it might be just a silly dream some may say but I’m a dreamer, but, what would become of a dreamer if you take the only thing that moves him day  after day?

I refuse to let go of your hold, your firm squeeze, that dream we’ve planned together, I will pursue it, I’ve felt that I found where I belong and it’s by your side, with you, laughing with you, taking care of you, smiling with you and facing the rough times with you, all I can say is that I won’t give up, because I’m too stubborn to let go, some people advice is just to accept things, but no I won’t, you have my spirit by your side, don’t give up now, times are hard, but you have all my support I wish I could do something else, but other than giving you my entire heart and soul, I have no idea what I can do.

Please hold on, stay strong, we shall move on forward to a day after day smiles and to a close future where we shall be together and happy just don’t give up, our moment is coming closer, we will finally be  together and I want to spend those joyful moments by your side.

Oh! Please keep holding on! I know it may seem strange and it may even be selfish for me to ask this but I just don’t know what would become of me if I must face an entire life without you, just knowing that you were there, having your smile only on my imagination, no, I want to be with you because you make my life sparkle with hope and because I know that you smile when you think about me.

So for both of us please hold on, I’m doing my best to run by your side as soon as I can, so we can be together. God, I do love you, I pray the lord to give us a chance because this magic we’ve found it’s beautiful and I just want to hold your hand and look into your eyes and say that I’m thankful because you saved my soul and that I love you like I didn’t thought I could.

So hold on because I’m on my way, so that we can be on our way… to become us … Eternally yours …