Steps

I felt the cold wind hitting my face as once more I felt the whip on my back and the feeling of being nothing flew through me once more.

Looking up at my dreams and the whole road to achieve them, thinking of how i should change to make my dreams come true, be another me. The whole process scared me and made me feel unable to do it, so I stand once more on the doorstep of letting people down, letting myself down.

I start feeling down once again. Then suddenly I think that all I've been through might be a waste, all my time, wasted, all my efforts, all my passion and desires. And just like that the little achievements come back to me, parading on my face all I've accomplished, the small things, that to me seem small, but things that for their own reasons other people haven't done.

It wasn't a waste of time, I've grown through this road, I've turned up a better me. I've accomplished things bigger than I thought I could. The obstacles kept coming and without knowing how I surpassed them all and turned everything to my favor. Every experience that has been on my path has helped me grow, on my fight to keep a smile on my face for the world I've overcome challenges that most would freeze on their feet.

Those small victories are just making me sure of one thing. I can do it.

I can do anything I want, I can achieve all my dreams, being me, I have more opportunities to shine in happiness and glory than I could ever have by faking myself. It's time to rise up and go get the personal glory I want. Yes there will be a lot of hardships on the way, let them come, I don't know how, but I will rise from them when the time comes to face them and I'll move closer to my goals, at my speed, at my pace and at my style.

I will let you see I could, because if your reason tells you, you can't do something. If your reason tells you you can't get one of your dreams. Then shut off your reason and go with your heart.

Strong I set a foot on the ground and stand up looking up to the skies. I can do it. I will do it. Because if I am not ready yet to be there, I will be one day, and then, I'll make my dreams come true. But my movement has already started, small steps, but steps towards my goal. Steps towards my personal victory and to show the world that a crazy being like me, was able to do what they said wouldn't be. I will shine because I am on the road to shine, and just because of that I am already shinning.